This is serious!
1. The lord warned, can't fight your enemies, don't curse the father of your child and dare not confront your strong man as you are weak and helpless until the bond your share is broken and your virtue is restored.
I see marital shame, spiritual weariness and conquered heaven as you are indeed (as we speak) powerless and helpless to fight any spiritual battle or curse the father of your child lest it backfires. For whatever you say, do or curse laid upon him shall come back at you until the bond is broken.
There is need for restoration and recovery of your virtue as I see shame, disgrace overwhelm your virtue and your marital glory.
I will continue here as both dream fall into one :
The lord, further said, ' you are under marital shame, closed heaven and disgrace.
For truly, your virtue, glory as a woman and person was hijacked through sexual intercourse.
There is urgent cry(not need) for recovery of your glory,virtue and marital glory. I don't see you settling down or experiencing marital settlement(quite unfortunate ; but I have to inform you now so that you can fight now before it's too late) until you recover your glory and destroy the bond between you and the man(he took them away).
You are quite a unique and it's written concerning you from above that you must never have sexual intercourse without marriage, with a random man lest your glory,virtue....would be taken the very day you do. And that has happened.
Hmmm...
Bless u