[ebankole]

Happy New Month.

This happens when you embark on a journey, endeavour without preparation, putting God first or when you are or move to where destiny has not appointed you to be at all or at the right timing; there will be no sense of purpose, and you become lost, confuse, directionless, and suffer unnecessarily.

Which one of the above is your case or have you erred?/


Bless
You.
Jesus is Lord.

[sparklingstar]

Good evening sir,
so far sir, by God and his grace, I am still where I am, still praying and having faith, can't say I am spiritually where I want to be but I am emotionally more stable now. The only thing I can think of now is that this job has begun to stress the hell out of my life, physically, mentally and even healthwise, sometime I actually wondered if there is a lesson to the suffering and stress. I do remember I prayed about it, sometimes I begin to wonder if I really got a go ahead or I was too excited at the thought of something close to my field of study, sometimes, I try not to think back but look forward with hope. Now as I think about it, I don't even know how I survive because the salary though isn't paid early doesn't even sustain till month end, the job can't offer any promotion, with hike in things, my boss has refused to review the salary, everything I try to send him a mail to express my thoughts, my spirit seems not to concur,  the only compensation I give myself atimes is that it gave me the opportunity to see that guy from a different light and experienced new things that made me seek God more than I might have.
Thank you sir

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When coming here, I made no preparations, nothing whatsoever, I didn't even think it through, all I knew was that I had a friend I could squat with. Then it became a journey to and fro work, sincerely sir, I lost interest in the job as soon as I started, I had to start praying for grace to be diligent and not behave like everyother person. and presently, I am feeling much worse. If I had no dependents, as God is my witness, I would have resigned and walked away. and looked for something else that gives me stability and peace of mind. or even learn a skill

[ebankole]

Good evening sir,
so far sir, by God and his grace, I am still where I am, still praying and having faith, can't say I am spiritually where I want to be but I am emotionally more stable now. The only thing I can think of now is that this job has begun to stress the hell out of my life, physically, mentally and even healthwise, sometime I actually wondered if there is a lesson to the suffering and stress. I do remember I prayed about it, sometimes I begin to wonder if I really got a go ahead or I was too excited at the thought of something close to my field of study, sometimes, I try not to think back but look forward with hope. Now as I think about it, I don't even know how I survive because the salary though isn't paid early doesn't even sustain till month end, the job can't offer any promotion, with hike in things, my boss has refused to review the salary, everything I try to send him a mail to express my thoughts, my spirit seems not to concur,  the only compensation I give myself atimes is that it gave me the opportunity to see that guy from a different light and experienced new things that made me seek God more than I might have.
Thank you sir

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When coming here, I made no preparations, nothing whatsoever, I didn't even think it through, all I knew was that I had a friend I could squat with. Then it became a journey to and fro work, sincerely sir, I lost interest in the job as soon as I started, I had to start praying for grace to be diligent and not behave like everyother person. and presently, I am feeling much worse. If I had no dependents, as God is my witness, I would have resigned and walked away. and looked for something else that gave me stability and peace of mind. or even learn a skill

The above two words ( Enlarged) strike everything positive and healthy for your mind, body, and spirit and it sounds so alright to my spirit man.

I must confess that I am saddened by your confession and whatever you have been through. I am so sad and sorry about that.

Please, I want to employ you to consider the enlarged two words above as it sounds so right but you need to seek God for direction and the right skill to learn.


Please don't hesitate to reach out should you need to.


Bless
You.
Jesus is Lord.

[sparklingstar]

Good morning Sir, trust God you are doing well

1. I was sort of just talking and waving people off, not sure why but at a point, I looked through the window and a young girl was convulsing, Someone I should know. i screamed and ran in, it happened she did something to herself because of something I had said. i told her she should know me by now that i meant none of them, while jerking she opened her mouth, not sure what it was, at first i thought she had a snake tongue but she vomited it, i couldn't tell if it was a leech or a reptile but because i was holding her head, she poured it close to my leg, as i jumped to shift, I jumped up from my bed. it felt so real as i was panting, so I really had to look round.

2. Can't remember everything but I had gone to a church, the place was neat, I wondered when and who did it. i came another day, it was dirty, as i started to sweep, so I could mop, they where many hands sweeping to different directions, there was no coordination, at first I tried to adjust and see how to join but eventually, I left them. i think I came another day, my colleague was there, he was mopping too, not sure if i mopped that day but eventually I did mop, and I loved the neatness. i heard rumours that someone goes about robbing people, while at church, he just appeared, no one can describe him or know when he enters or leaves. no one can explain anything. he visited another woman in his duplex using his gateman, i wasn't happy because how could he had opened the gate at such ungodly hour. we were somewhere when he came and held a gun to someone's head, as i looked into his eyes, i recognized him and he knew, he was my coursemate-promise Alaegbu. I couldn't believe it because he was never such a person, he had no emotions in his eyes. I ran and hid in a toilet. i was so afraid, I could feel in my spirit that i was next, I lived alone, i felt worse and moreso because i knew he knew i recognized him. i hurriedly left the toilet, and began to figure out where to go because going home was out of it. on my way, another schoolmate-ifeanyi sat dejected saw me and said, you recognized him, tell us who he is, so we fish him out. but like a flash, i saw him at the bottom of the sea, shot to the head and dead. I began to wonder what will a dead man use treasures for, why steal.

[ebankole]

1. If must help somebody in a spiritual or physical predicament be sure that you are spiritually and physically equipped or ready and that your faith can carry out workout doubt or fear.


2. This is what the Lord says if you offer yourself to serve or work in the Lord's vineyard by divine design you become a tool in his hands and the apple of his eyes that he jealously protects, defends, fights for, and when you cry out unto the Lord in times of trouble and when the enemy comes to devour you speedily, the Lord shall arise and destroy that enemy to its source completely, for your sake.


Voluntary or committed work in his vineyard may be your best bet.



Bless
You.
Jesus is Lord.

[sparklingstar]

Good afternoon sir, trust God you are doing well.

I was clearing old unused stuffs from a place, can't tell if it's personal or family. But I took them all outside, I saw a dictionary stuck at the bottom and still quite new. I said something between either this is still new and shouldn't be thrown or I have been looking for this, but I took it out from other stuffs. But while packing those things outside, I saw two or more well grown centipedes, can't remember if I killed any. I suddenly woke on a bed that seemed to have shifted from its first place a bit and I seem to be lying upside down but I woke up with the thought that even though those centipedes are outside they can come in and even climb this high bed. I decided that at daybreak, I will get a sniper, spray-soak everywhere , then go through those stuffs.

Thank you sir

[ebankole]

No matter how rough, abandoned, or deserted your past is by you and according to you, the Lord said, in it, there is a piece that's still new, useful, and valuable and can be of great use to you today or that you can lie in between, live for without getting hurt.


Yes, there is a piece of your past when resurrected can put a smile on your face, be valuable to you, and it won't hurt but bless you instead.



Bless
You.
Jesus is Lord.

[sparklingstar]

No matter how rough, abandoned, or deserted your past is by you and according to you, the Lord said, in it, there is a piece that's still new, useful, and valuable and can be of great use to you today or that you can lie in between, live for without getting hurt.


Yes, there is a piece of your past when resurrected can put a smile on your face, be valuable to you, and it won't hurt but bless you instead.



Bless
You.
Jesus is Lord.

Good afternoon sir,. recently I actually find myself trying to clean a church or just finished a decoration, it's one service I enjoyed back then

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Good afternoon sir,
1. I was doing something in my room ( my room doesn't really have good ventilation) I opened the curtain, but as I heard footsteps, I tried to close my curtain, it was a neighbour that sells in the next compound but her flat is behind our compound. She jokingly asked me why I am closing my curtain that can't she admire my room. She complimented in my room (which for me was too beautiful in that dream). While commenting she called my next door neighbour - Gloria to come see (I see her in my dreams before now). Gloria stood at my door,she looked, bit her upper lips and I didn't like her facial expression, it looked something between pain and regret. I closed my curtain and told myself, I shouldn't have as I owe no one to see my room.

2. I was cooking rice and stew, I pooed (I use poo bucket), I decided that I would use rice water to flush it, but when the water was ready, I realized I had poured out my poo. I got scared I may have poured it into my pot of food. I checked only to find it in another unwashed big pot, I decided to wash out the entire pot and it's content. While at it, my sis walked in, followed later by my ex as if he was on inspection with someone walking behind him. I ignored him and spoke briefly with my sis, can't remember what. Was wondering what my ex was doing around, I tried asking my sis if they came together but all she said I didn't pick anything.

3. It was raining, I had umbrella but I took shelter, even with the umbrella, but every spot seemed not able to fully cover me as rain poured on me from points

4. I was upset about something even to the point of crying but was informed that our head called us and we had to go to her house. While trying to go their, I was frantically trying to make a call

Thank you sir

[ebankole]

1. Known or unknown to you, you have what your neighbour envies, is jealous of, and wishes for.



2. You can not afford to be caught off guard messing things up around you and in your life. You must do away with this overwhelming distraction, confusion, and disorderliness that seems to be getting a grip on you and your life and well-being activities.



3. There is so much vulnerability and loopholes in your heart and life now and it makes you vulnerable internally and externally.

You need to guard your mind, your thoughts, and your life and be watchful of what you entertain lest you are caught in the cold of depression, a sense of insecurity, and emptiness.



4. Loneliness and boredom are not healthy nor good for you and I see the Lord coming to your rescue in the form of a productive and social distraction.



Bless
You.
Jesus is Lord.

[sparklingstar]

Good morning Sir, happy new year

1. Not sure the environment, but my brother seemed hungry, I directed him where I bought akara to get some

2. I was on my period and realized I needed to change, I somehow got distracted and very busy. Before I knew it I was stained, gradually the drain became visible, then the blood became too much that it spilled to my legs, I was wearing blue jeans and felt as if I used no pads anymore. I had to rush to go bath, put water in a kettle and had the gas turned to highest so it could boil faster

3. I went to use the toilet in my mum's room, it was as if a lady left in charge allowed people access, while there I drew her attention that it was my mum's room and she should receive people outside. I noticed a young lady who used her phone to snap me, I told the lady to collect the phone and deleted all pictures. I was angry at her and felt she snitches on people. I wanted to have her moved from there where she had so much time to do anything to our office but I felt if I did she would take my position.

4. I was talking to my good friend from school - Michael. I was really happy and should be heading home. I went to look for my mum, she was seated among 3 corporate men and I think one or two of them was white. They seemed to be seriously looking over a document. I left them to check on another person. I met Michael he said he would drop me off with his guragura. I didn't really get what he meant. I returned to my mum called her but she didn't respond but was seriously concentrated on the document. I got into a sienna car, my dad was driving but instead of leaving, he reparked along the road and the road was narrow. I wanted to tell him but changed my mind. A man came and redirected on how to park. Just then I remembered what Michael had said and he was driving off in a purple shuttle bus. I felt bad, I should have gone with him instead of having to come sit and wait for only God knows how long. I tried calling Micheal but he didn't pick, so I let him be.

Thank you sir