Greetings pastor in Jesus name
I was with a guy I dated a long time ago. He seemed to be the most horrible womaniser and he got several women pregnant and would deny the pregnancy. I remember a scene where I was walking behind him and his pregnant girlfriend and I was also pregnant for him but it was still too early on. He was telling the girlfriend that he can't be sure that the baby is his. I thought to myself how will he take my pregnancy because he always denies pregnancies. In another scene I saw a lot of children mainly boys sitting in front of him. I thought they were very cute almost the same age. I went to him and said "you have beautiful children how do you do it", thinking they don't look anything like him. He laughed. In the natural he is married and has 3 kids all girls. In another scene I saw a woman giving birth, it seemed like it was my mother but I'm not sure. She got on her knees and pushed the baby out with no effort. I thought it was because she was on her knees which seemed more natural than being on one's back. Then I went very close to her and the baby, the baby was still wet. I had a towel which was to wipe the baby, I smelled it thinking it smelled of fabric softener. I said something about the baby not smelling of anything from the womb. The woman agreed and I wiped the baby's face, it smelled a bit like something from the body. It wasn't a bad smell but unusual. I was talking to the baby saying "you've been growing inside there all this while" the baby's eyes were closed but they would open once in a while, and as I was holding him/her s/he was sitting on his/her bum. There was something on the baby's stomach which was supposed to be the umbilical cord but it looked more like intestines. I thought I'd get scissors and cut it and I woke up. The last part about the baby was very vivid, even the smell seemed like I was physically smelling it.
Thank you