1. Indeed, the lord want to use u to bring glory to his name, house and his kingdom.
But something is/will stand on you way, and that is..?
The devil, opposite sex ; lust, fornication and or sin.
The devil shall come in form of a lady, and a wall to you calling or ministry.
In essence, if you want you glory to shine, the lord to use you bring glory and honour to his name and kingdom be wary of the opposite sex : Lust, embargo, sin, fornication knocks.
The devil is furious that you are the lords anointed one hence will stop at nothing to stand on you way, but I see you overcome these, putting the devil to shame.
2. It's called " dirty talk or images '
The devil has discovered you weakness hence will use ' what you watch on TV, listen to, read or perceive in you environment to lust you or attack you with all sort of sin or evil/lustful imaginations.
Such like you must be wary of what you watch on TVs, listen to, read or allow you eyes absorb lest you find yourself struggling with the flesh.
The bible says :
â—„ Matthew 26:41 â–º
"Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.
Therefore the bible says again :
â—„ Matthew 5:30 â–º
And if your right hand causes you to stumble, cut it off and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to go into hell.
Meaning if anything would make you lose the kingdom of God, do all you can to separate your self from it. If your mother or father, or wife.. will cause u to miss heaven separate yourself from such even if it's painful.
Bless u