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I was compelled in my spirit to pen down some of the mysteries and struggles of God's calling and assignment - sharing the edge of some of my experiences and battles.

Brethren,


In every genuine calling
And if you haven't deviated
There is a time, point, always
The time when your body and
The human nature in you
Feels like it has given all of it
To the service of humanity

Or perhaps, if the rewards as
Expected are not forthcoming
That could, at least, give you a reason
To keep pushing, trying, and struggling to
Meet up or silence the tiredness of the flesh,
The human nature in you.


Whilst in some cases, that wouldn't even be
Enough to keep you going because,
It's as if you are eating the same food, wearing
The same clothing, shoes, and drinking from
The same cup every day.



This is the point where many prophets, pastors, and people fail, fall, or become commercialised because they can't take it anymore and have reached a point where giving up is either not an option or the only way out.



Brethren, God's favour diminishes at a point especially if you've maintained your true calling and have not become a businessman of God, turning God's calling into a business or enterprise.


I have had my moments of ups and downs, and all of the above but how did I overcome it all?


IT'S HIS GRACE the only grace packed in a box of humility, humanity, the Love I have for every one of you that I haven't even met before nor know from anywhere.


The Love of doing good and touching
lives, from people from all walks
of life and countries that I may
never come across, seen, or have
a handshake with till God calls
me to glory and I return no more
and the possibility or chances of
seeing any one of you will forever
perish till eternity.



God's blessings to you all.